What I Want

People say I don't know,
What I want in life.
I believed them till now,
But I have it in sight.

I don't want love or money.
Nor do I want friends,
They'll only hold me back,
Too much on me they'll depend.

I only want too be happy,
Doing what I love most,
I want to destroy, rip and break,
And not listen to them boast.

I want to kill, hurt and mangle,
I know it's not right,
But I'm going do do it and have fun,
While my fears take flight.